All I am saying...

I am trying to say
That what I am saying
Is not exactly what I am trying to say.
The trying is relentless.
Saying is inexhaustible.
There's so much lost in between
Saying and trying.

My life (at the moment) is a constant struggle
for saying what I am trying to say,
And saying that I am trying to say.
Be kind, I am still trying.
I try.
I say.
I try to say.
And then try some more.